worked five times over...

i've worked, re-worked, and then worked some more on my budget... bottom line is i'm broke. i have no idea what my next step is and unfortunate burnout from work and other things have resulted in fatigue once again.
this too shall pass but it's been a real test of will.
there are quite a few others who have it much worse so i'm keeping all of this in perspective. nevertheless, i truly have little sense of direction at this point so resolve seems to be avoiding me.

i'll manage. i always somehow do, one way or another.

i've been spinning some older thirtysecondstomars lately. the angst rock has kind of met me in the pain.